Archive for September, 2014
Choosing from My Now
I know that life happens in this now moment. This is where I make my choices from, and the only reason my past impacts my
now is because in this now moment I remember my past. Past hurts. Past choices. Past repercussions. And in the moment that I remember them, I’ve just included them in my present. I’ve re-activated them.
If I could wash the slate of my past clean, then those past hurts, wounds, memories would no longer influence my now. I could live freely in this moment, choosing based solely upon how life is showing up right now. Without past baggage coloring and influencing my choices.
How will I know whether something or someone is what or who I want to keep in my life, I wonder. Well, I’ll know based on how they choose to show up right now. In this moment.
I will be free to respond by simply deciding if this is something I want or don’t want, like or don’t like. And that frees me up to simply be. Be alive, fully present, in this moment.
Ever so slowly, I am accepting me in my totality. With my wounds. With my fears. With my brilliance. Standing fully – in love with life. As love.
